I'm Sorry that I'm Such a Horrible Person

I find myself complaining a lot, instead of doing, so I've decided to make a change about that. If I'm going to complain, I'm either going to take a different stance on it or do something about it.

IE: Put Up or Shut Up.

I'm thirty, painfully true, and it finally hit me that I'm thirty, doing what I've been doing since I was twenty... the... same... stuff...

Yes, I'm better at the stuff I do, a bit more knowledgeable, but I can always do better, I can always be better and I can always lead others to do the same.

There's a nice big fork in the road in front of me. Here lays two paths for me to take and neither one I'm happy about. Not because I don't want to do them but because I have to. I'm at a spot where a decision had to be made, a while ago, and it wasn't so now we are paying for it. Decisions not made affect us just the same as those made.

Where now? I'll let you know in time but right now, I need to figure out which path God wants me to take. Both paths are covered in broken glass, barbwire and rusty nails but both paths can lead to things greater than this 30 year old could ever imagine.